Loud music is my escapist tactic.
Pull the key from the ignition and I lost all the progress, of escaping to a better state of mind.

"God's kingdom is like a treasure hidden in a field for years and the accidentally found by a trespasser. The finder is ecstatic -what a find!!- and proceeds to sell everything he owns to raise money and buy that field." - matt 13:44

I don't know sounds like a pretty reckless and brash move for the love of a pearl.
I don't know sounds like a pretty reckless and brash move for the love of a God.

Yes, i have sadly neglected writing...i'm sorry.  Anyway. Here are as usual some of my thoughts.  Lately i have been thinking (what a surprise). 

Maebe the softest, most undistinguished, hardest to hear voices are the ones that I ought to be paying my attention to.

 The mustard seed is more of a weed (that are one of those vines you see as you drive though your local city, clinging to the side of a decrepit building) then i once thought, should i continue building walls around my neat little garden or maebe i should grab the nearest shove and lose my mind. 

The little ditty, money, money, moneeeeeeeey.........  is more of a unconscious cultish chant, than i once thought.

Careers or life's work, should have less to do with money, that i'd like.

Well i spent lots and lots of money and finally bought a Pentax ZXL film slr. I'm super doper excited!!

What is wrong with this picture?



Feel free to visit this website and laugh, cry, or laugh until you cry or vise versa.

http://www.bushfish.org

Last night our youth group gave a program (the usual "for the love of heaven and the after life, get saved!!", but still God can use anything and He does, and on second thought maybe the i'm being a bit critical of our program.)  at water street.  Anyway afterwards me and my friend were approached by an older man (i'm assuming he was probably homeless or lived in poverty), he asked for prayer and we prayed with him.  Through that he explained to us that he had fought in Vietnam,  then he went on to say how he suffered from horrible images, nightmares, and depression, from his time service.  He also said how he was a Christian and was searching for peace and tranquility.  I really wish i knew how to pray for those people.  I have no idea of the pain, guilt, and anger they must be experiencing within themselves, some are "strong" enough to hold it in and grow hardened to the memories but, some seemly the more "human" break down and are not able to live with themselves.
Note: Once these people are deemed mentally ill, that is when we are safe from their pain of their experiences. 

This experience just reminded me of the hell war brings into real peoples lives.  Yes, we do need to support our troops......our Veterans....in fact we need to support troops and Veterans from all over the planet, from every county of the world, these people are all victims and have been deceived for the most part, you and i must remember that.  They are human (they are more than "war machines") and deserve the love Christ and love and prayers of us. 

Lift these people in prayer, from the hate, deceit, and lies they are feed.  Also we must not forget those that are victimized by these "victims"; these are the widows, the widowers, the orphanages, the homeless, the starving, the injuried, ect...  Pray for these "victims", pray for peace.  Pray for Bill. 

Sorry i really haven't updated in awhile.  Here a little snapshot into "my" life:  I had an awesome time with some Cambridge people at camp andrews. It was great even though we did relatively  nothing... we are incredible lazy.
Oh, heres a "note worthy" piece of news:  I decided to wisely invest 43 dollars into 9.5 hours of THE OFFICE SESSION 3.  Dwight is my hero. Join the Dwight Army of Champions.
Heres another life high light:  I bought a new cell, Samsung Sync. The phone is amazing. I went from an old nokia ( it didn't even have a color screen) with Sprint service to a the Sync with at&t service.  I was in shock for a bit.

Anyway that is what has been happening in my "lack life."